2011년 12월 28일 수요일

Eleven Minutes

In fact, what I want to do is- make a fortune! No, thats certainly not true. Maybe because Ive never had much shortage of money before- Ive had just the ordinary- I dont value money that much. I guess importance of money comes later on, when I should earn money I use. So then, whats really important? Its my pride.


You see, as I am going through the book of Paulo Coelhos <Eleven Minutes>, I was quite fascinated by how the main character thinks. Well, she is basically a prostitute, and the part where Im reading is when Maria just became a prostitute, and as the law of prostitution- according to Guylia(?)- beginners get valued the most, unlike any other industries. What really surprised me is the way she thinks: I have got nothing to lose, and its merely spreading legs to unknown man for just eleven minutes. I havent got pride, dignity, anything.'

Its not that Maria is immoral; it's that she has the courage to make such a despised decision. She almost feels proud of herself for not running away from the reality. When she decides, she thinks through every single decision she makes and considers thoroughly. From the word prostitute, and the fact that she chose that road, its easy to think she is a stupid woman, but no. Shes pretty smart and knows all the costs it takes, and she is simply choosing from the options. She says really wise things in her diary, too. I guess these great quotations are what make Paulo Coelhos books really fascinating.





I can choose either to be a victim of the world or an adventurer in search of treasure.  Its all a question of how I view my life.in Marias diary, when she chooses to follow the Swiss man who tells her that he is going to make a Brazilian star in Switzerland.

But if I don't think about love, I will be nothing. In Marias diary, when six months passed since she got in a club, when she has sixty thousand franc in her bank account and great prostitution tactics that brought her that fortune.



I really wonder what the ending would be like; Paulo Coelho started the story with the sentence Once upon a time, there was a prostitute called Maria. And then goes back to her childhood. But the ending will not be the same sentence, will it? She will not end up just as a prostitute. Well, maybe she will, but not like this, as an ordinary prostitute who never loved somebody truly. Yes, I think thats exactly how this story would end: finding her true love, no matter the situation it gets her. 




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